Saturday, April 10, 2010


Julie and Julia--We finished watching Julie and Julia and I have to say I was very inspired. Both of these people were inspired to write books and they had to go about it the long way, one through a blog and the other just do the passion of their craft. They both got the job done. I think I want that for myself. I watched as Julia Child just went from place to place and it took her years to accomplish that which you want to accomplish.

I've been silent for a while now...but since going to the last Writing for the Soul Conference this last February...I'm excited to start writing again even if in little bits.

Saturday, November 01, 2008

My Calling

Psalm 127:1 (NIV)
1 Unless the LORD builds the house,
its builders labor in vain.
Unless the LORD watches over the city,
the watchmen stand guard in vain.
Acts 20:24 (NIV)
24However, I consider my life worth nothing to me, if only I may finish the race and complete the task the Lord Jesus has given me—the task of testifying to the gospel of God’s grace.

Personal Reflection

I was planning on working out my plan to be a writer today. So, my knee jerk reaction to the first verse is to want to throw the bible across the room. I didn' though. I actually felt a little peace about it.

There is no use in fighting it and there is no us complaining. God knows what is best for me and he knows how I would best be fulfilled. What do I do though? Because I did feel that this resurgence of passion to write was from God, what do I do with it?

I guess I really need to put it before the Lord first. If I want it to happen He has to build it.

The second scripture does give me insight though. Paul's lifetime task was to present the gospel. Maybe my calling to be a writer must be tempered with a calling to preach the gospel. Maybe while preach the gospel. Maybe while setting out to plan a writing career I'm mounting up on Balaam's donkey.

Saturday, October 18, 2008

Religulous

I just saw Religulous by Bill Maher. I expected to be angered by it. I was a little but more importantly I realized the necessity for Christian ideas to be in the market place and for me to be the one to put them in there.

Recently, I registered for the next Christian Writer's Guild Writer's for the Soul conference.

I was starting to relinquish the idea of being a writer because I just haven't been able to make the time to be a writer.

I need to make it happen though.

Saturday, March 29, 2008

Something to Hide?

The first person I would think ready to comment on the subject of ethics in journalism would be a Christian newspaper or other ultra-right-wing-fundamentalist monthly. Hmmm. Not so much. In the search for answers about ethics in journalism, this author found that the major local newspaper of the area was eager to answer questions about ethics in journalism but some the Christian publications, both local and abroad, preferred a more “loose lips sink ships” approach. “Und jus’ who are you writink zis awtikal for? Vat is yoouer nem und identifikashun numba? Und ‘ow can I confirm, vat iz zis, Jerry B. Jenkins Christian Writer’s Guild, is a legitimate organization?” Or the other extreme, “Are you recording this conversation? You never know who might be listening. No, actually, we’re getting out of the newspaper business, you may have heard . . . never mind what I meant by that! I’m actually selling this rag, you want to buy it? I’m getting out of the business, see . . . no, I don’t want to answer any questions! Gotta go! [click]”

I couldn’t believe that last conversation really took place until I heard the familiar automaton on the other end of the line, “If you’d like to make call, please hang up and dial again . . . “ Of course, I exaggerate slightly, I do mean slightly though. Those snippets really do capture the essence of the responses I got from the Christian publications that I contacted.

Jim Kershner of the Spokesman Review newspaper, on the other hand, was kind enough to answer my questions.

E: For you, when is the line crossed between serving journalism and serving the subject of your journalism? In your opinion, does accepting discounts or freebies blur that line?

JK: We never accept freebies or discounts. Anything beyond a cup of coffee or something trivial like that crosses the line. There is no reason to accept anything, except possibly a homemade brownie. That would be just rude to turn that down. But in general, accepting something like free lodging puts you in the awkward position of having accepted something that other people would pay for. It is much simpler to simply turn it down. Otherwise, you always have that nagging question in the back of your mind about whether you were swayed or not.

Also, he provided a link to their values statement online. It turns out that editors had just been hashing this out as I contacted Mr. Kershner. The values statement is very well done. After I read parts of it, I got the impression that the SR considers itself very mission oriented. They believe that they are there to serve the public not themselves or their Pulitzer Prize seeking egos.

In contrast, the negative or null responses I got from the half-dozen or so Christian publications, plus what I’ve read of them, give me an unfavorable impression. I am given the impression that whenever there is an agenda to be imposed, the temptation to make that the sole reason for the publication is dangerously tempting. Christian journalism all too easily becomes Christian propaganda.

Having said that, I do exclude more reputable mags like Christianity Today and Weekly World Magazine from that generalization. It does make me wonder though why “Christian” journalism as a label is necessary. Why shouldn’t it just be good journalism that flows out of a believer who seeks truth and the faithful reporting of it?

Saturday, October 27, 2007

Morning Pages..

Money. I'll have a little bit of it now. This is good. I was worried for a while that I would. Our budget indicated that I needed a part time job in order to make things work out. John hired me as Worship Arts Director for Mosaic. yues, I'm intimidated by it. It's people like Kirk and nathan that keep me from going over the edge.I think I'ld lose it... this was an area closed off but the people of Town Center which used to be called Tara Hill needed to be above suspicion from the police so they unenclosed it...was that while it was called Tara Hill, here. I'll give you the tour, I used to live here. Really. the girls wanted to go out with me. Come here and take your medicine you useless pup. I finished The Shining by Stephen King. It's been ten years or more since I read that novel. I forgot how much more to it there was than the movie. 10 pages a day. Could I do it? Should I even try. What if I just tried for a few pages a day. I'd accomplish something that at least something to edit. Maybe if I wasn't so hung up on structure it could work. Is that what I'm meant for though is that what I really want. A career as a writer. Is this stuff with Mosaic just a side think whilie I take the necessar steps and time to get established [as a writer].

Wednesday, October 24, 2007

New Job and Next Writing Course



Well, I ordered the next course. I'm starting the Journeyman Level with The Christian Writer's Guild, excuse me The Jerry B. Jenkins Christian Writer's Guild. I'm kind of excited. Both for that and for the new job. My pastor hired me on as Worship Arts Director of Mosaic Fellowship.


It will cut into time for writing but will also help me afford to. Well, maybe....I'm also directing a show for CYT next semester so the next Writing for the Soul Conference is definitely out.

Wednesday, October 17, 2007

The New Executive Artistic Director for CYT...

Is not going to be me. I got the call just after 9:30 PM last night. They’re going with Laura Little. Needless to say, I’m a bit disappointed in the decision. I’m even a bit depressed about it. I’m not quite ready for the “Oh, God has something better for yous” quite yet. I’m not yet convinced of that in my heart. I’m more in the mood to hear, “Laura turned down the job.” Not that I have anything against Laura. She’s much more attuned to what has been happening with the program while I’ve been away and I’m sure she’s very qualified for the job. I’m sure a lot of prayer went into this process and I have to believe, if only in my rational mind, that God is behind this decision and is still sovereign. I’m not happy about it though and I wonder at that wasted month of application and interviews. What was that about? I now realize that I wanted this more than I’ve wanted anything in a while.

I guess I also feel hurt and rejected. Jerry White had some nice things to say about me and that is encouraging, but I struggle with the feeling that I came up short, that I’m not good enough. I know that’s not true either though.

I’m sure I’ll snap out of this in a day or so. The good news, I can start to stop planning my schedule around the potentiality of working full time for CYT and get on with other things that need my more focused attention. Maybe even writing.